i hate taking off my glasses because my eyes go from 1080hd to buffering at 240p and i just cannot handle that
started taking antidepressants today as per diagnosis of my doctor. this shit makes me feel down as fuck. he said it takes a minimum of 3 to 4 weeks to work properly and help regulate my adhd, but if i feel like this every damn day for the next few weeks, i don’t know if i’ll make it.
i always find a reason to like being alive at the end of the day, but honestly, i feel like i’m fucking up my way out of the universe as we know it. i know i’m my worst critic, but my subconscious is also an asshole, so i do know how to make myself feel shit. but i didn’t even tell the damn doctor i was depressed, so his conclusion was kinda confusing but like i said, if i keep feeling like this, we’re gonna have to workout a new arrangement.
hate dislike despise want to be with Duck rn actually.
ugh nigga all sprung and shit